I was so excited about coming back that I really didn't sleep much the night before. I even went to a sort of slumber party with three of my bisexual girlfriends and I sort of tried to explain what I'm going to be doing in Phoenix. You see, even though I've been up on the site now for several months, I don't think anyone has found out about it. Not my family, friends, or ex-boyfriends. Which is a good thing. So I explained to my girlfriends that I'm sort of doing this 'nude thing' and so on. They're kinky and bisexual in their personal lives, but I don't think they would strip for the camera. For me, I took a pretty big step in my life doing this. But I love it! So have I had sex with these girlfriends? Yes with two of them, everything but using toys on each other! So I have to thank all of you who sent emails to the FTV owner who forwarded them to me. Its all compliments! I was pretty excited to hear that I was very popular on FTV and voted well, even though I never saw my members' area videos. I'm doing well in my personal life, working, going to college, and traveling during the summer months. I traveled to Italy in August, but contrary to popular belief, I didn't have any hot Italian man seduce me there. They either would ogle me or make rude gestures & noises. I travel alone or with some girlfriends, but it would be nice one day to travel with a boyfriend. And its half a year now since I've had sex with a guy. I'm sexual as ever, but I resort to my toys or girlfriends. Maybe I'll become lesbian soon! No, I like guys too, I couldn't give that up. You might think of me as fearless posing all nude out here, but believe me I do get nervous about it. I just don't show it on camera. And its fun anyways. I can't believe the things I end up doing out at these hotels & resorts out here in Phoenix! Think about it, sitting there using a toy at some entrance to a fancy place, and me squirting all over the floor! Well better to squirt there than on fine furniture. I'm not being egotistical when I say this, but I really did look amazing in that dress (which I bought just for this shoot) and the gold shoes set the right feel to it.
