Hi, be easy with me guys, its really a first time thing for me doing nude modeling but also writing about my video. I didn't think I had essays to do as well! So yeah, funny thing is I'm not shy about getting naked at all, but its just before my 20th birthday that I'm modeling nude 'commerically'. I did some artistic nudes before, and I've done regular fashion modeling on occasion. The usual remark agents of mainstream modeling agencies make are 'you're to volumptuous' or 'your breasts are too big' but the ftvgirls guys loved me. First things first, my breasts are real, I'm tired of hearing that they're fake implants, the videos here should prove it! When I'm wearing clothes that show my cleavage, most people think they're fake, or in my artistic nudes. Wait until you see me play with my breasts or when I do my cream massage scenes. I always imagined a big team of people doing this shoot but in reality its just one guy who does everything, and an assistant. No makeup artists, no lighting crew, no bodyguards. The location we visited was really nice, architecture and water fountains really complement the location. Much better experience than I expected, and the photographer & assistant are both very easy to work with. I also liked how professional they were, sometimes in mainstream modeling they can be very aggressive about sleeping with you (photographers & owners) for you to get a job. I see that all the bloopers stay on the video, where I'm acting out all dorky or struggling to take my shirt off. They seem to pay no mind that we're in the middle of an office complex, with windows everywhere, and I'm cool with it. Considering the fact that when I'm completely naked with my pants off, its hard to run & cover myself in the open if someone decides to complain. So... I'm going to masturbate on video, I do it at home all the time, but not only is it a 'first time' on video its also a first time doing it out in the middle of an office building! I can only imagine, people sit and have lunch here at the bench. Just the thought of it would make me smile, and with the assistant making funny faces from far away, it made it even harder not to crack up. But I think after a few minutes went by and my pants were down, the hormones took over and nothing really could distract me at that point. My fingers were rushing in, and I was getting wet inside. As long as I kept my eyes closed, I could keep my mood and enjoy the experience. I needed to lie down and get comfortable on the bench, and after a couple of minutes the rush came through me and I came. For me the experience is one long one, I know many girls their orgasms are quick rushes, but for me its a long, almost near-fainting experience if I don't take it slow after its over. Looks like the assistant caught a photo or two of my wetness leaking out, which happens all the time when I come. It actually starts to flow before I even get there.
You'd probably think I have some sort of high ego because of my body, but actually I don't. Its just recently that everyone has been saying 'I look hot' and things like that, I didn't even have breasts when I was 15. And I was a nerdy girl that didn't get much attention. I wear contacts right now, so I don't have to deal with glasses. My breasts have been growing since, and I don't think they've stopped growing yet. The photographer asked me why are they so firm, the only answer I have is that maybe because I used to wear sports bras all the time? And my parents, my mom is very heavy-set, with big breasts, and my dad is super skinny. So I guess I am lucky that I got the best part of both sides. The way I massage my body in this video is like I do at home, but the mirror kissing part was the photographer's idea. I don't deny it looked good though. The 02 video clip here I find super sexy, I like the way the photographer shot it. The photographer thought that maybe if I used a toy, and be in a more comfortable place this time, I could have a stronger orgasm. Quite possible, and I've used toys before, I have a pocket rocket at home. He told me to be completely naked but keep my heels on (interesting request). Like the first time, I use my fingers, but when I was ready, I brought down the vibrator. The stairway ended up becoming an odd corner after all, I couldn't sit up properly like the photographer wanted me to. But once my hormones took over I could feel it getting wet a lot more this time, and my orgasm was stronger. The photographer was right, but its almost embarrassing to get all messy wet like this. You guys like seeing the results of orgasms I guess? Funny I should say it, but I truly now feel like I can do 'porn' (well at least softcore) with the 'warming up' I've done with ftvgirls. A year ago I wouldn't have ever thought I could do this.
