So I had been trying to shoot for FTV for almost 5 months now and finally I got my chance.. I was so excited that when I arrived and Rob opened the door I lost my voice for like a whole minute! I was like "uhh ummm... hi?" I'm not usually shy, in fact I'm really comfortable in my (naked) skin, but when standing face to face with such an amazing photographer I suddenly felt small. Of course, that obviously didn't last for long! Before I came to shoot with Rob I took another long look at the FTVGirls site to see what I should expect and I got a little nervous. Big toys happen to be an FTV thing and well... I cant really take much when it comes to size. My "down there" is just a little smaller than the girls that use the sumo toys. Maybe its because I rarely have sex with guys (twice in the last 8 months) or maybe I just developed differently. Idk, I know that I tried to fit my fist inside me before I came here, but after about 45 mintues of working fingers in and almost half a bottle of lube I only got 4 fingers in- and it was only up to the first knuckle! I decided that big toys and fisting just wasn't for me. Thats when I brought out my toy chest. I made sure to pack all of my favorite toys just in case there wasn't something small enough for me at the FTV house. It's a good thing I did because I did A LOT of masturbating today and if I had to use a bigger toy than what I'm used to I would be super sore- owee!
