Well its been a blast of a week! I've started with FTV and some other websites, now I'm going to shoot with Penthouse too. Just a year ago I was doing some fun modeling (non-nude of course!) with so-so photographers and always dreamed of being one of these girls on the big websites. I don't want to go hardcore at all but I'm very comfortable with my body and aren't shamed to be naked. I think we should all be comfortable naked and its a shame we're suppressed so much by our society. I don't smoke or do drugs but I think this is natural and beautiful. I asked to see my photos afterwards and put some of the non-nude ones in my modeling portfolio. Sex is natural for me and I masturbate just as much too. When the photographer was screening me he kept asking if I could have real orgasms and I surely can! Why wouldn't anyone not be able to? I liked all the toys I used in the shoot including the big one and I came from all of them. I kept yawning off camera and the photographer labeled me 'yawni girl' but thats because I was traveling for 8 hours! I come from South Carolina and its not just the flight but the drive too. Now I live in florida actually, with my bf who is in the marines. He might be out for a year, but I want us to get married when he comes back. No kids though! People think marines make great salaries, but its only about $1400 a month. Not enough to live by, and when he's off in the middle east it will only go up maybe to $1800 a month. At least I'm having fun making my money, and he doesn't have to be worried about me fooling around with anyone else. This shoot was a lot more professional than the ones I've done since and I got paid more on this shoot than the rest. I'm back at home in fl right now and looking at my pics. I loved those eye shots and I didn't even notice until now how my blue eyes had a center of brown in them?? Maybe its my genes, since I'm part Irish, but also part Cherokee Indian.
