Oh yeah, did I ever mention how much I love the color blue? It seems to show on my shoot! Actually I was just about to use a different dress to go out with that fits me a little better, but the videographer liked the blue in my dress. I see his point, because it added more rich colors to my pictures outdoors (my other dress was grey). By the way, the scratch on my back isn't because of some wild sex thing, but my two cats. I was squinting a lot also because the sunlight here is so strong and it also super hot! I know that the sun reflecting off the white walls made my skintone look better in the pictures but it would make me squint and look like I have an angryface. Anyways, I can definitely say I was nervous about all these nudes outside! Every time I would hear a voice or a car pulling up, it would startle me. I don't know what I'd do if I was caught! I still wonder how the videographer gets away with shooting like this every time. Even at the diner my breasts were out for the interview. He has no fear! My biggest fear is that as how big the site is, one of my family members will find out. I have 2 sisters, and 5 brothers. I don't plan on becoming some major porn star, and I'm not going to do anything crazy like have sex with guys on camera, but even this sort of softcore stuff will be looked down upon by my Muslim family. Whatever though, I'm an adult! I think I'm just now discovering my sexuality and there's a lot of fun to be had! I feel sort of sexually liberated by this experience and come to the understanding that there is absolutely nothing wrong with expressing your body in the nude if its tastefully done.
