I lost my virginity when I was 17, so I had a lot of catchup to do. I think I've had about 20 guys since then and most of them were one night stands. Its not like I want to have it that way but the guys I've dated don't want to get into a serious relationship with me. Sex is very enjoyable but I want the companionship too. Maybe its the guys age I've dated they're 17 thru 22 years old and they aren't serious types. I like tall guys, blondes with blue eyes and who are lean & cut. Penis size doesn't matter but I don't like big ones. I've had sex with a few big penis guys and it wasn't pleasurable for me. I think its my freckles that bug guys out so I don't like them much. I like looking cute & while most girls are always about jeans & capris I'm into skirts. My legs are long and slim & they look good in heels. My mom's big into heels so I took it after her. So we were looking thru toys and I saw that there was a big selection of glass ones so I picked one that sort of fits what I think is ideal size for a guys' penis. The glass toy feels good but isn't going to make me cum. Its sort of the sex feel good thing like where I feel the friction and pressure thing inside me. So then get this, I try fisting myself! I didn't even really know what the word meant until it was explained to me that my whole hand has to go in. At first I was like is it even possible or why would someone do it? I thought the shooter guy was supposed to fist me then he told me its all about me doing it. So I thought I'd try and its almost scary because it came pretty natural to me. I couldn't do it the way he explained it but I could do it from behind me. My fingernails are probably the only thing that held me back from doing in harder or deeper but still I had my whole hand in. The first feeling was shock but it started feeling good enough after a while that it turned me on enough to want to masturbate again. I had my own white pocket rocket I brought with me so I used that one. I think my clit was overstimulated from the last time I masturbated but I was sooo close. I think that's what made me cum when I put my hand back in again because I've never cum like that or even during sex. I was almost getting frustrated with the whole thing because I didn't think I could orgasm again. So it was really cool how things ended up for the shooter guy. I sort of felt bad that I made it late to my plane but it wasn't my fault, LAX is just horrible. I really liked how the shooter guy treated me and the whole experience was great. I enjoyed playing at the pool too!
