I told my mom I was going to do this today, and she was ok with it and not ok. She was sort of proud that I'm doing modeling for site like this but also feels that its morally wrong. I'm close to my mom, even though she kicked me out when I got pregnant when I was 16, she was going through a lot of problems in her life at the time. We're much closer now and she's taking care of my son while I'm shooting. I was very nervous about all of this but I really wanted to be on this site. I think I was more intimidated by all the gorgeous girls who are on the site and I didn't know if I could fit in. Also its not like I've ever masturbated in front of anyone so that is tough go through. I don't have too many nice clothes so I borrowed the black heels from my friend and I have no clue how to walk in them so we only took pictures. You wouldn't want to see me trip in those! I used to have big D cup breasts that were so firm and perfect but having a baby ruined them. I'm not regretful though, I love my son. I run every day but even still my body doesn't look like the way I used to be and I try to eat right too. I want to find a guy I can fall in love with and who would be nice to me, and I would cook for him and take good care of him. My ex isn't that person. I guess when I visited this big house I got dreamy eyed and thought wouldn't it be amazing to live in this home. I can only wish.
